I need SOME outlet. Fuck the new rules. I’ve always been a rule breaker.

I feel very on-my-own, very slam-the-door-and-lock-the-world-out.

I can’t tell you how strongly I am tempted to stop engaging with mental health services. I keep wondering, what are they actually FOR?

“Try mindfully curling up under a blanket” FUCK OFF!

“You’re normally such a lovely friendly lady”. NO I’M FUCKING NOT! THAT’S NOT ME!

But they don’t get it, and I don’t think they’re ever going to get it, and I can’t be fucking arsed to explain.