I need SOME outlet. Fuck the new rules. I’ve always been a rule breaker.
I feel very on-my-own, very slam-the-door-and-lock-the-world-out.
I can’t tell you how strongly I am tempted to stop engaging with mental health services. I keep wondering, what are they actually FOR?
“Try mindfully curling up under a blanket” FUCK OFF!
“You’re normally such a lovely friendly lady”. NO I’M FUCKING NOT! THAT’S NOT ME!
But they don’t get it, and I don’t think they’re ever going to get it, and I can’t be fucking arsed to explain.